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Behavior or Regeneration?

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 Stop right there! You can not do this to me! Please!  

That right there is the way I use to talk to my circumstances. All I ever wanted is for people to behave in a way that would be neat, appropriate, just, like a pay back to the great way I have behave my self. I have learned: “All you sowed, is what you would reap”. Never occur to me that I will reap just as much as I deserve, but not in the way I expect it, or in the time I expect it, or in the way I want “that” to be. And some times someone would had sown something “not fear” and that person would reap something “greater” that what I want, or need, or deserve (my way). What’s all this mess!!!! That’s not fear!!!! Not fear.   

Well, today I was thinking about my own situation with a love one. This person is dear to me, one of my Sis. She and I are so different, is like black and white. I love to talk, She doesn’t. I love to laugh a lot, She doesn’t. I love to write and pursue organization, She doesn’t so much. I love to pursue solutions, She just go with the wind, and had taught me lots of lessons. So, to me is like trying so hard with no so much to earn (I always tried to win her heart using my own way on doing things). Today, I just notice that is not about her behavior as the place to start. And the place to start …”It’s her own Business”. Has always been. Life is full of surprises. 

I talked already about my view on one’s own responsibility to develop for something greater. That anyone in a certain momento in life is given the keys to their own life to make choices, and that, I believe would never-never change. So, if a person do not want to improve (or  change), that’s no the problem. When someone’s else responsibilities fail to met some standard, then I was use to judge (even in my own world), or even talk about how to help this or that person. It’s a concern? yes! But everything goes right straight to the point in which I should learn boundaries. Everyone is responsable for their own Load. That’s not letting a blind world go down to the pit. I believe that’s: Carry your own Load…Love them honestly….and let them carry theirs, so then let the One who knows all do His part.  After all, if you are to be use to improve someone’s path…..even if you like it or not (as far as you are a slave to righteousness), all is going to work as designed. Even the difficult valleys are going to make sence. But, is always in the knowledge of following a true Advisor, Comforter, Friend, the only way to save the day. Without a Partnership, our ship part has nowhere to go. 

I believe is us (the ones who go for something else), we always want for other people to rejoice this another greater view. But, the risk is that I have to help, without pushing, I have to help while helping my own. At the end, people’s own Regeneration even when is gonna come from the same source (no other way) it would carry its own method…and it’s own time.  

I would not let a love one to do something stupid just because is “their” life, but I wouldn’t either interfere in what is “its own” path to regeneration. We all needed one. And it’s at its own time. God’s time.  

To not judge something is difficult, for humans in general. We’re all in the search for perfection, but Righteousness is free without charge. When I tried to pursue my Sis when thinking in perfection, and not in Her own process of growing….then is Legalism, not love. That’s not the plan. Remember? without charge. 

I Pray that I can see with bigger eyes. That my eyes can be unveiled even more, to be able to love as every person deserves to be loved. Every person matters. Every person deserves to learn and feel and understand what love is.  

I Believe so. Take it to the Bank!!!!!  

Today is not easy, but….Thanks Goodness we’re nor alone. We have enemies, but we also have the One True Advisor. That’s called Real Life. Dare you to live it!!! 


Welcome Friday!!!!!!!

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Dear friend Friday….I have missed you!

 Hope you can stay for more than 24 but I know you have to get ready for your routine…’s sad you have to appear also in a set of time, like jobs or responsibilities, it’s good (I’m thinking) you always wear those sun glasses; who knows what’s gonna happen when your friend Sat takes the post. Anyway, I hop’ that you enjoy my company, my jokes, my silliness, my sowed seeds, my endeavors, and for the best WEEKend….cheers to you!!!!!!

(I do not adore you, just try to be nice in case you can bring me some pleasures as well. You can’t intercede, but I always like you looking good for me, If I do not mentioned…who will. Welcome again.)


Are you enjoying yourself?

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This question. Somebody ask me that like ten years ago, I got so insecure that in that next season I began to ask people about how they see me….did you see me ok? It was a crazy kind of question, and I forgotten to ask the most important person in the list…

Now I can said that I’m ok. No bcoz I have lots a money (no that I’m not handeling a  budget), but I got to discover more of me in this questionable season. At least I’ve learn to said “no” to millions things that often tent to manage my feelings. Like food, like expensive inofensive bunch of cloths that were never use, like jewerly, like shoes, like tons of gifts to people that have no need. So, now with a smart budget in hand I can know my boundaries and I am learning to said no, learning to figth for my goals, learning to figth for my goals to be meet without having a boring life. At All!!!!

When all we have is people that complain around, is easy to follow into it and follow the “gossip”, but when you learn to no negotiate your budget, dreams, given visiones, and hopes, then all become familiar and now you can run the race for the “Big Price”. Anything you find out to be possible, when you follow the great advisor of all times….divine wisdom, then everything (including pathetic weapons) fall into place. At some point it makes you stronger, humble, smart on knowing your boundaries and enemies, learn how to win the hearts… win their minds.

Nothing is easy….yes, yes, yes. But with that kind of mind you never are going to raise UP. You got to stand up and start to think like the Creator, no shame, no looser faces, no pain, no guilt. Just clean your closet with a face in His face and you are in your way.

I do not like spiritual in the meaning of fake. I like to think instead in a greater Heart out there that is chasing me down either way….when I fail or when I overcome. The call???? To Overcome. Alone???? that would never be possible. He knows all around, He build it!!!!!!

So just Pray, Talk, Ask, Request…..whatever you want to call it, do something! TODAY is the day of redemption. I can’t wait for tomorrow to bring me unexpected people, ideas, opportunities, but I would not do it alone. If I really want to enjoy myself, I better think of a partner. He is the deal. Remember?………….HE Build the whole thing!!!!!!!!! Just speak out! speak out!

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